Throwing up was the only way I knew how to deal with fear. That paradox would begin to run my life: to know that what you are doing is hurting you, maybe killing you, and to be afraid of that fact — but to cling to the idea that this will save you, it will, in the end, make things okay. ♥

19. Germany. Eating disordered.
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